I stopped following accounts whose names I recognised

there was a sense I was intruding on their space, and they hadn’t asked me into it

and I don’t speak to them about it

anyway, can’t tell if the cold has absolutely plummeted my self-confidence or my ability to socialise; or if it’s just another dip on the curve I’ll someday swing back on

it feels like the last 3 years has gone by and everyone has grown while I haven’t made any progress

but hey, I have an appreciation for paramore